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It’s nice to just send something out into space, so much more vague and abstract (and pleasantly so) than having my thoughts in print, right there, in black and white. Blogs are on the web, which is some ephemeral technology that I don’t fully understand anyway, and can’t really comprehend in the same way that I can’t really comprehend a billion dollars. Meaningless. Therefore I write all kinds of things that I probably would never say or write in real life, because it tickles me and it doesn’t really do any harm anyway because in a few days the entry will be buried in the archives and the three people that have read it will be busy with other things.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Hello again blogland, gee I missed you. I'm back in school, second week now, and thankfully, things are beginning to feel routine. Two nights a week I stay in Bemidji, in the dorms, which is sort of nostalgic, and at the same time, one of those 'thank god I don't have to do this all the time' things. Plus, they are laying carpet in all the rooms surrounding those they rent out to commuting students like me, so the banging and the classic rock starts around 8 am. This is okay, for it gets my ass out of bed, and in a wierd way reminds me of living in the city, where it seems you are perpetually awoken by some kind of construction all summer long.

Also, cute perk: the rooms are above the day care playground, and the high little voices drift up to me as I lay on the bed and read - the Power Rangers theme song (which, as far as I can tell, goes something like this: Power Rangers, da da da, Power Rangers, da da da), shouts and songs, and inevitably, tears. It's nice, after the isolation of Toad Lake, to live in a populated zone, to hear the cars rumble and bump by at night, catch snatches of conversation from people walking below.

Yeah, I think I'm ready to live in a city again. When we moved out of Chicago when I was a kid, I couldn't sleep for weeks in the cricket chirping silence of the way north 'burbs. Where were the sirens, the voices, the cars, the purplish streetlight drifting through the curtains? Even though we left when I was twelve, whenever I get back into a city, lying in the bed at night with the window open, sound drifting through, it still feels like home.

2 Comments:

Blogger kj said...

hi erin, i liked your comment to jessie so i visited your blog. i hope that's ok.

i like it!

kj

5:04 PM  
Blogger v said...

"Power Rangers, da da da, Power Rangers, da da da"

Ha! Yeah, I used to live in the same dorm. Same toys. Probaly same kids. More screaming, though. They used to let 'em out at 8am; I didn't have class until later. I don't know how many times I wanted to drop the television out of my window to get them to shut up. Not that it would have helped...

11:54 AM  

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